Hey everyone, it's Retro.

November is here, and I'm honestly trying my best to do things like get art out and try and do things for friends before the end of the year.

I have personally decided to delay both Curse of Elanor and System Re:Hash into mid to late 2023. This is because I want to get the Christmas special finished before the 5th of December, and I want to take a personal break from the internet once the new year rolls around.

In February, I made a serious mistake. One that cost me friends, my liability as a person, and alot of other things that really fucking sucked, to say the very least.

With it being 10 months later, I can't say Ive changed from what has happened, nor can I say that everything has gotten back to normal when shit hit the fan for me back in October of last year (ala my friends suicide).

Sure, my friends can say I've changed and have done better, but do I really feel better about everything? In hindsight I feel like a fucking failure letting so many people down. And still, to this day, feel like I do. However, I am desperately wishing for a change to fix that, or repair, or whatever I can do in my own power to handle it out and try and help myself out in any way, shape, or form.

As for other things, I've recently taken up a job at a local Cafe in town, and it has been a blessing to work under my boss, she's a wonderful lady and she deserves the world.

Other than that, I really have nothing else to say about today. Things have started to both look grim and yet in a turn hopeful. All I can really do is pray and hope for the best, you know.

Adieou,

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